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what's good people, well if you didn't receive an email letting you know that I will be ending this blog next week, well this is my notice. i thought about keeping both journals going but no sense in having two that i won't be using. the address to the other site is http://kingsean74.bravejournal.com/ I hope you get a chance to view it and maybe you will enjoy it just as much or more than this one. The new one have a comment link, a tag link, and a state ya biz link, just in case you want to leave me a little note. it have links to my BP page, some of my pics, so I hope you enjoy it. I know I do, anyway come by and check me out... B3Z

hello to all other there who eyes may grace this page, i am feeling really bad, i feel in love last night and got my heart broken not even an hour later. let me tell you what happen.... first off i met this girl and then she left from out of the store. (ha ha) what 's good peoples i didn't fall in love i am doing good, the direct tv guy is here and he doing his thing, this guy have great personality. plus he explain things so you can understand where he is coming from. i don't have any problem understanding him myself, being that i am MR. AV man myself. anyway to the subject matter at hand. last night i got off of work mad early. i went in on time and got off two hours too early. i actually wanted to work. i must be going though a phase or something, but i am pretty sure it is a good thang. anyway i have one more day before i take my CDL test and so it should be any day now that my job change. i like wally world, but i want money, and i need money, so i have to do what i have to do. i dont' want to be a manager again for the same company, but maybe if my test don't go well i will have to do that. i guess that being a manager isn't my thing because i hate telling grown ass people what to do, especially if they know what they need to do, but since i need the money i got to do what i got to do. well i guess that is it for that, but b4 i go i just want to say keep your head up to my friend CEE CEE, if you need to talk or chat i am there for you. when you read this i hope that it lets you
know that you aren't alone. you got a friend in me, just like the song from the movie TOY STORY..... with that said, i got to go and
post something in the poem blog, so all of you check it out. here is the link once again for all of those who don't have it. POEMS FROM ME TO YOU
" to all beyonces and lucy lues, and babydolls get on the floor" .i will holla, so B"E"Z

if you have found this page by way of blackplanet and haven't signed the guestbook, this is your lucky day, because this is the link for all of you that really want to sign the guestbook... do the right thing and say yes, i mean no to drugs and yes to the guestbook..... thank you and be good...
Guestbook
by the way special shot out to CJ and CEE CEE from blackplanet....
B%E%Z

what is going on people, to all the few who view the page. i want to give a shot out to all of you that got me doing something other than smoking, drinking, and fucking. i am still going strong, but for how long i can't say, it is getting a little hard, but i am going to try to maintain. anyway for all of you that haven't viewed the poem book, here is the link. POEMS FROM ME TO YOU i hope that you read something that will make you laugh, maybe cry, something to make you dream, something that will wake you up, and hopefully something that will make you horny..."do that make you horny, yeaaaaaaaah baby", but for real, check me out i will try to post poems there instead of here, i know i can write forever, but anyway it is time to take a nap. be good and until laytah B(E)Z

setting in front row at the concert, dinner overlooking the sea
i ordered the highest bottle of wine, money is no object to me
staring into you eyes i feel hypnotized
i popped the question and you don't even look surprise
you don't even look happy what did i do wrong
i even got the violinist to come play our favorite song
forever my lady, by jodeci the name of the jam
you said, not in my lifetime would you be my wife, i am like damn
i couldn't believe what i was hearing, am in a state of shock
she even started laughing, now i want to get her knocked
feels like i could kill her, but i ain't going doing that
she said she could explain everything and she'd be right back
so when she return along came monica, melissa, and felicia
i said, "hi there ladies it's really nice to meet ya"
but i know these women already, but i couldn't admit that shit
now the shit done hit the fan and i am looking like a bitch
felicia was my monday and tuesday girl, her head game was sick
melissa was my white chick, i never seen a white chick ass that thick
so if felicia got monday and tuesday, melissa got wednesday and thursday
monica got the weekend, so friday is my off day
see monica is a freak like me, damn she does it all
she let me fuck in the ass, she swallows, like licking my ass and my balls
but i am not in love with those girls, i am in love with my girl
she is what really matters to me, she is the center of my world
that is why i am learning from those others to make our sex life better
i wanted to be the best man i could be so we could last forever
so i ask her, who are these females, some friends from work
she said, "i know you been fucking this girl, you fuckin' jerk"
i replied, "baby i would never do that, plus you know my type
see those two black girls are too tall and that girl right there is white"
although she didn't believe that shit, i will never admit it
i will take it with me to the grave, but look how much money i save
i am going to take back the ring and get a full refund
i was in love with her too, but now i got to find another one
the best way to get over a female is to get on top of another
i ain't going to shed a tear, i am not that type of brother
i am going to the club and bring another female home
i am gonna do me, so what she left me alone
but see she will be back the good girls always return
and i am not going to change, so again she will get burned
see i am that no good guy that most of you women love to hate
you hate me for what i do and love me for what i can't do
and that is being true to you............ think about it
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what is really good? i hope you like that long ass rhyme. i just had that inside my head and thought i would share it with you. anyway it is late and i haven't been too long woke up. i fell asleep to early in the day and now i am wide awake, so i guess i am going to post somethings in here though out the night, i don't know what yet. as you can see the poem blog is up now, although it isn't many poems in there yet, please give me time i am working on it. i will try to write more than one per day, but if not what are you going to do shoot me... ha ha.... some of them you aren't going to like but i can't please everyone. anyway be good and take care..B/E/Z

B_E_Z

just had to say hello to all of the peoples that read this. i don't have shit to say today....... just joking i don't have anything to say except for thanks for reading this and take care. as you can see i change the background to mis india arie.... yeah she is my flavor for sure. well as always think peace instead of violence, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.would have wanted it that way so on that note, if you haven't seen or heard the I have a dream speech.. B-E_Z

i came from the hood where nobody gave a fuck,
i wasn't the prettiest guy around i was the ugly duck
in elementry they always tried to move me up a grade
but in high school it was all about trying to be cool
how many girls i fucked, how much beer i drank
i remember my first love telling my boy how my breath stank
i don't forget shit, although i wish it wasn't that way
things that happen half my life ago i remember like yesterday
i think i missed my calling, my life should be better
i should have been a writing, oh how i use to write love letters
pages after pages about how i felt
damn shame that i got the hand i was delt
but i don't feel bad everything happen for a reason
this year is my year, but it's gonna take some hard breathing
and hard breathing comes from playing and working hard
so i got to bust my ass to get it, so don't you forget it
i am the most realist and nicest nigga you know, come on admit it
where i lack in looks i make up in personality and flare
see every nigga can't have a six pack and nice hair
so when you see me, with cornrows, tattoos, looking all thick
you are looking at a nigga that won't give you no type of bullshit
i am that nigga that you are going to love to love
i am that type of nigga that you can't get enough of
so that's why they call me skillz
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okay i am focused now, what's good? well the first of my two football games have ended with New England winning. I wanted the Colts to win but they didn't play as if they wanted it as much as N.E. well i just thought i would post a little something. i sat down and that poem just came out. i hope you like it. anyway i will have about two or three more before i go to work, but maybe i won't but anyway, but anyway like i always do about this time. B_E_Z

i am back, only because the games aren't on and i had conversation with one of my new friends that i have had the pleasure to get to know, and she mention to me that the poem on my last post wasn't that good, so i changed it, so when you get a chance read it and tell me what you think, but to other issues, i guess that with all the conversation with all the females that i have gotten to know though the years i have come to realize that some people aren't meant to be with other people in a committed relationship and i think that i am one of those people. for anyone that know me know that i want to be married, and have that wife that i could spoil and she would probaly run over top of me and talk shit to me, but anyway i have come to realize that good guys finish last and they always will, but i am not the type to walk all over a females feelings, so i am guess i will finish last, so instead of finishing last i will just take myself out of the race for now and concentrate on getting a better job, making sure my relationship is strong between me and my sons. well i guess i have some reading to do, you all be good and B-E-Z......

what is going on people... this shall be brief, as in the past if you have read, i have to let you know what i will be doing and like always on sundays, i will be watching football. i only have two sundays left to watch football and after that it will be basketball, and once again it will be something to do on sundays that allow me to drink my Coronas. I guess if i am trying to get in shape and eat right i need to start drinking right. well one day can't hurt right? well it can but i love my coronas so i will have to just work harder. sundays is like my relax day. the poem blog is coming along slowing but surely. i have a few posted in there but i don't like the way it looks so i am still working on that part of it. well it will be ready shortly. anyway to the other thing that have been on my mind. where are those females that us guys see on tv. you know the type, the type that drink beer, eat chips and have a boyfriend that looks like she found him on the corner in a cardboard box. i would like to enjoy a sunday of watching football or basketball with a female that don't mind being in that atmosphere and if she would want me to watch some lifeftime movie with her later, i could do that, but i think only on t.v. and in the movies that type of female exsist.... plus it is something about a female drinking a Corona that just does something to me..... REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE READING THE BLOG OF MISTERSUPAFREAKHIMSELF.....ha ha..... anyway 2004 is the year that if i am going to get really focused. i should be finished studying for my CDL's so i can get this job, so to all those out there that are reading this, cross your fingers for me and wish me luck. anyway it is getting closer to kick off time and i have to work on my poem blog so i can put it out there for all to see... anyway like always i do about this time..B-E-Z....

howdy partner.........yeah right, what is going on people, how are you feeling, i would like to thank you for checking out the s.e.a.n show, and we have a hot show for you today. stopping by the spot today we have the man himself, Sean....... anyway what is good people? I am doing well, feeling really good about this time, and I have no reason to, but I am going to enjoy it while it last and don't rush it away. first off the poem page is up. I have to tweak it a little but when I have it up looking good enough to show you I will do just that. Please bare with me I am having a hard time trying learn some of these codes and what they mean because I don't really like the layout of my page but I will get it fixed the way i like in the future. last night at work was a good night and hopefully it will transfer over to this evening. The superbowl is near and I am going to try to have a little party, but I never have the best parties, I think my friends would enjoy watching the game on the big screen and being that I am the only one with one in my crew I expect to see them coming thru. anyway i had this poem laying around and decided to share it with you, but please take caution this peom contains adult language and is sexual in nature, if you aren't over 18 please don't read this.

CREAM

OH MY GOODNESS WHAT IS THIS ALL ON MY FACE

WHAT FLAVOR ARE YOU, CAUSE I REALLY LOVE THE TASTE

LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU GET SOME MORE, DON'T LET IT GO 2 WASTE

WAS IT SOMETHING THAT I DID TO MAKE YOU CREAM

DID I DO JUST AS GOOD AS THE MAN IN YOUR DREAM

DID I DO IT LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU, CAUSE I CAN DO IT SOME MORE

I WILL BE GENTLY ON IT, I DON'T WANT TO MAKE YOUR SORE

JUST KEEP THAT CREAM CUMMING CAUSE IT IS SO FULLFILLING

TO HEAR YOU MOAN, "STOP I CAN'T TAKE IT" IS SO THRILLING

I GUESS I WILL DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOUR SCREAM

BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN YOU SCREAM I GET TO TASTE YOUR CREAM

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did you get it ???? anyway that is one that i saw and just thought i would share with you . well i got to go and get my sleep on or either watch some t.v. until laytah .. B-E-Z