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2004-01-24T21:51:00.000-05:00

what's good people, well if you didn't receive an email letting you know that I will be ending this blog next week, well this is my notice. i thought about keeping both journals going but no sense in having two that i won't be using. the address to the other site is http://kingsean74.bravejournal.com/ I hope you get a chance to view it and maybe you will enjoy it just as much or more than this one. The new one have a comment link, a tag link, and a state ya biz link, just in case you want to leave me a little note. it have links to my BP page, some of my pics, so I hope you enjoy it. I know I do, anyway come by and check me out... B3Z

2004-01-22T09:54:00.000-05:00

hello to all other there who eyes may grace this page, i am feeling really bad, i feel in love last night and got my heart broken not even an hour later. let me tell you what happen.... first off i met this girl and then she left from out of the store. (ha ha) what 's good peoples i didn't fall in love i am doing good, the direct tv guy is here and he doing his thing, this guy have great personality. plus he explain things so you can understand where he is coming from. i don't have any problem understanding him myself, being that i am MR. AV man myself. anyway to the subject matter at hand. last night i got off of work mad early. i went in on time and got off two hours too early. i actually wanted to work. i must be going though a phase or something, but i am pretty sure it is a good thang. anyway i have one more day before i take my CDL test and so it should be any day now that my job change. i like wally world, but i want money, and i need money, so i have to do what i have to do. i dont' want to be a manager again for the same company, but maybe if my test don't go well i will have to do that. i guess that being a manager isn't my thing because i hate telling grown ass people what to do, especially if they know what they need to do, but since i need the money i got to do what i got to do. well i guess that is it for that, but b4 i go i just want to say keep your head up to my friend CEE CEE, if you need to talk or chat i am there for you. when you read this i hope that it lets you
know that you aren't alone. you got a friend in me, just like the song from the movie TOY STORY..... with that said, i got to go and
post something in the poem blog, so all of you check it out. here is the link once again for all of those who don't have it. POEMS FROM ME TO YOU
" to all beyonces and lucy lues, and babydolls get on the floor" .i will holla, so B"E"Z

2004-01-21T17:15:00.000-05:00

if you have found this page by way of blackplanet and haven't signed the guestbook, this is your lucky day, because this is the link for all of you that really want to sign the guestbook... do the right thing and say yes, i mean no to drugs and yes to the guestbook..... thank you and be good...
Guestbook
by the way special shot out to CJ and CEE CEE from blackplanet....
B%E%Z

2004-01-21T16:57:00.000-05:00

what is going on people, to all the few who view the page. i want to give a shot out to all of you that got me doing something other than smoking, drinking, and fucking. i am still going strong, but for how long i can't say, it is getting a little hard, but i am going to try to maintain. anyway for all of you that haven't viewed the poem book, here is the link. POEMS FROM ME TO YOU i hope that you read something that will make you laugh, maybe cry, something to make you dream, something that will wake you up, and hopefully something that will make you horny..."do that make you horny, yeaaaaaaaah baby", but for real, check me out i will try to post poems there instead of here, i know i can write forever, but anyway it is time to take a nap. be good and until laytah B(E)Z

2004-01-21T00:47:00.000-05:00

setting in front row at the concert, dinner overlooking the sea
i ordered the highest bottle of wine, money is no object to me
staring into you eyes i feel hypnotized
i popped the question and you don't even look surprise
you don't even look happy what did i do wrong
i even got the violinist to come play our favorite song
forever my lady, by jodeci the name of the jam
you said, not in my lifetime would you be my wife, i am like damn
i couldn't believe what i was hearing, am in a state of shock
she even started laughing, now i want to get her knocked
feels like i could kill her, but i ain't going doing that
she said she could explain everything and she'd be right back
so when she return along came monica, melissa, and felicia
i said, "hi there ladies it's really nice to meet ya"
but i know these women already, but i couldn't admit that shit
now the shit done hit the fan and i am looking like a bitch
felicia was my monday and tuesday girl, her head game was sick
melissa was my white chick, i never seen a white chick ass that thick
so if felicia got monday and tuesday, melissa got wednesday and thursday
monica got the weekend, so friday is my off day
see monica is a freak like me, damn she does it all
she let me fuck in the ass, she swallows, like licking my ass and my balls
but i am not in love with those girls, i am in love with my girl
she is what really matters to me, she is the center of my world
that is why i am learning from those others to make our sex life better
i wanted to be the best man i could be so we could last forever
so i ask her, who are these females, some friends from work
she said, "i know you been fucking this girl, you fuckin' jerk"
i replied, "baby i would never do that, plus you know my type
see those two black girls are too tall and that girl right there is white"
although she didn't believe that shit, i will never admit it
i will take it with me to the grave, but look how much money i save
i am going to take back the ring and get a full refund
i was in love with her too, but now i got to find another one
the best way to get over a female is to get on top of another
i ain't going to shed a tear, i am not that type of brother
i am going to the club and bring another female home
i am gonna do me, so what she left me alone
but see she will be back the good girls always return
and i am not going to change, so again she will get burned
see i am that no good guy that most of you women love to hate
you hate me for what i do and love me for what i can't do
and that is being true to you............ think about it
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what is really good? i hope you like that long ass rhyme. i just had that inside my head and thought i would share it with you. anyway it is late and i haven't been too long woke up. i fell asleep to early in the day and now i am wide awake, so i guess i am going to post somethings in here though out the night, i don't know what yet. as you can see the poem blog is up now, although it isn't many poems in there yet, please give me time i am working on it. i will try to write more than one per day, but if not what are you going to do shoot me... ha ha.... some of them you aren't going to like but i can't please everyone. anyway be good and take care..B/E/Z

2004-01-20T15:25:00.000-05:00

what is going on my friendly readers of my blog the date is jan. 20, 2004 and what is really good? well today once again i didn't get to sleep that long because of so many phone calls, but i did get one phone call that i enjoyed very much. but that is neither here nor there. well today i plan on going to the movies, but i am not sure of what i want to go and see, so if my mind isn't made up before five 0'clock i may just stay home with my boy and have some father and son time with him, that is if he don't have more important things to do. really what do a nine year old have to do other than go to school and play with his friends. well i can't think of much. but he don't like staying at home, with i don't blame him for that. i guess after thursday i will have either a lot of post or none at all. i am getting direct tv and so i don't know if i will ever leave out of my room being that i will be watching a lot of basketball, but when i come across a good movie i will post my thoughts and comments about it like i always do

no more

no more will i give a damn about how you feel
no more will i care less if you call yourself keeping it real

no more will i try to consider what you go though
no more means no more, muthafucker i am though

no more headaches from you, right now i don't give a fuck
no more being there when you need me, you fucked if you get stuck

no more me being mister nice guy and shit
no more of me giving you this tongue and dick

no more helping you out, i don't care what you do for me
no more being your friend, cause i am looking out for me

no more means no more and that is that
no more nothing from me..... you son of a biscuit

B_E_Z

2004-01-19T11:34:00.000-05:00

just had to say hello to all of the peoples that read this. i don't have shit to say today....... just joking i don't have anything to say except for thanks for reading this and take care. as you can see i change the background to mis india arie.... yeah she is my flavor for sure. well as always think peace instead of violence, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.would have wanted it that way so on that note, if you haven't seen or heard the I have a dream speech.. B-E_Z

2004-01-18T19:09:00.000-05:00

2004-01-18T18:47:00.000-05:00

i came from the hood where nobody gave a fuck,
i wasn't the prettiest guy around i was the ugly duck
in elementry they always tried to move me up a grade
but in high school it was all about trying to be cool
how many girls i fucked, how much beer i drank
i remember my first love telling my boy how my breath stank
i don't forget shit, although i wish it wasn't that way
things that happen half my life ago i remember like yesterday
i think i missed my calling, my life should be better
i should have been a writing, oh how i use to write love letters
pages after pages about how i felt
damn shame that i got the hand i was delt
but i don't feel bad everything happen for a reason
this year is my year, but it's gonna take some hard breathing
and hard breathing comes from playing and working hard
so i got to bust my ass to get it, so don't you forget it
i am the most realist and nicest nigga you know, come on admit it
where i lack in looks i make up in personality and flare
see every nigga can't have a six pack and nice hair
so when you see me, with cornrows, tattoos, looking all thick
you are looking at a nigga that won't give you no type of bullshit
i am that nigga that you are going to love to love
i am that type of nigga that you can't get enough of
so that's why they call me skillz
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okay i am focused now, what's good? well the first of my two football games have ended with New England winning. I wanted the Colts to win but they didn't play as if they wanted it as much as N.E. well i just thought i would post a little something. i sat down and that poem just came out. i hope you like it. anyway i will have about two or three more before i go to work, but maybe i won't but anyway, but anyway like i always do about this time. B_E_Z

2004-01-18T14:04:00.000-05:00

i am back, only because the games aren't on and i had conversation with one of my new friends that i have had the pleasure to get to know, and she mention to me that the poem on my last post wasn't that good, so i changed it, so when you get a chance read it and tell me what you think, but to other issues, i guess that with all the conversation with all the females that i have gotten to know though the years i have come to realize that some people aren't meant to be with other people in a committed relationship and i think that i am one of those people. for anyone that know me know that i want to be married, and have that wife that i could spoil and she would probaly run over top of me and talk shit to me, but anyway i have come to realize that good guys finish last and they always will, but i am not the type to walk all over a females feelings, so i am guess i will finish last, so instead of finishing last i will just take myself out of the race for now and concentrate on getting a better job, making sure my relationship is strong between me and my sons. well i guess i have some reading to do, you all be good and B-E-Z......

2004-01-18T12:28:00.000-05:00

what is going on people... this shall be brief, as in the past if you have read, i have to let you know what i will be doing and like always on sundays, i will be watching football. i only have two sundays left to watch football and after that it will be basketball, and once again it will be something to do on sundays that allow me to drink my Coronas. I guess if i am trying to get in shape and eat right i need to start drinking right. well one day can't hurt right? well it can but i love my coronas so i will have to just work harder. sundays is like my relax day. the poem blog is coming along slowing but surely. i have a few posted in there but i don't like the way it looks so i am still working on that part of it. well it will be ready shortly. anyway to the other thing that have been on my mind. where are those females that us guys see on tv. you know the type, the type that drink beer, eat chips and have a boyfriend that looks like she found him on the corner in a cardboard box. i would like to enjoy a sunday of watching football or basketball with a female that don't mind being in that atmosphere and if she would want me to watch some lifeftime movie with her later, i could do that, but i think only on t.v. and in the movies that type of female exsist.... plus it is something about a female drinking a Corona that just does something to me..... REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE READING THE BLOG OF MISTERSUPAFREAKHIMSELF.....ha ha..... anyway 2004 is the year that if i am going to get really focused. i should be finished studying for my CDL's so i can get this job, so to all those out there that are reading this, cross your fingers for me and wish me luck. anyway it is getting closer to kick off time and i have to work on my poem blog so i can put it out there for all to see... anyway like always i do about this time..B-E-Z....

2004-01-17T10:53:00.000-05:00

howdy partner.........yeah right, what is going on people, how are you feeling, i would like to thank you for checking out the s.e.a.n show, and we have a hot show for you today. stopping by the spot today we have the man himself, Sean....... anyway what is good people? I am doing well, feeling really good about this time, and I have no reason to, but I am going to enjoy it while it last and don't rush it away. first off the poem page is up. I have to tweak it a little but when I have it up looking good enough to show you I will do just that. Please bare with me I am having a hard time trying learn some of these codes and what they mean because I don't really like the layout of my page but I will get it fixed the way i like in the future. last night at work was a good night and hopefully it will transfer over to this evening. The superbowl is near and I am going to try to have a little party, but I never have the best parties, I think my friends would enjoy watching the game on the big screen and being that I am the only one with one in my crew I expect to see them coming thru. anyway i had this poem laying around and decided to share it with you, but please take caution this peom contains adult language and is sexual in nature, if you aren't over 18 please don't read this.

CREAM

OH MY GOODNESS WHAT IS THIS ALL ON MY FACE

WHAT FLAVOR ARE YOU, CAUSE I REALLY LOVE THE TASTE

LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU GET SOME MORE, DON'T LET IT GO 2 WASTE

WAS IT SOMETHING THAT I DID TO MAKE YOU CREAM

DID I DO JUST AS GOOD AS THE MAN IN YOUR DREAM

DID I DO IT LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU, CAUSE I CAN DO IT SOME MORE

I WILL BE GENTLY ON IT, I DON'T WANT TO MAKE YOUR SORE

JUST KEEP THAT CREAM CUMMING CAUSE IT IS SO FULLFILLING

TO HEAR YOU MOAN, "STOP I CAN'T TAKE IT" IS SO THRILLING

I GUESS I WILL DO WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOUR SCREAM

BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN YOU SCREAM I GET TO TASTE YOUR CREAM

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did you get it ???? anyway that is one that i saw and just thought i would share with you . well i got to go and get my sleep on or either watch some t.v. until laytah .. B-E-Z

2004-01-16T08:59:00.000-05:00

nothing to write about today, so i guess i will leave you all with a poem.

sorry, I

sorry I fell in love with you,
sorry I make you feel so good

sorry I can't be with you
sorry, but it's nothing i can do

sorry that you aren't the one i love
sorry if you cry and weep

sorry, but i had you already
sorry but it's you i can't keep

sorry for being sorry for so long
sorry, sorry, sorry i...
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B-E-Z

2004-01-15T14:01:00.000-05:00

hola,,,,,what's good people, i want to apologize first for the entry i posted earlier, i was sleep and didn't proof read, anything, so that is the why it sounds the way it does. that should be a reminder to me, not to try to write while i am sleepy. so with that said.... i got to get some rest so i will post later.

B-E-Z.....

2004-01-15T03:51:00.000-05:00

well it looks like i got the forum link on the page. now i guess i got to edit it and make is look like it is suppose to. anyway i had little work last night at work and so that is why i am posting something this early in the morning when i suppose to be at work. i give a lot of people the impression that i don't like to work, well that is true in a way. if i have to work i am going to do the job as well and as fast as i can. i don't iike just stanidin around doing nothing at work. it makes me feel like someone is watching me. i like attention just as mcuh as the need guy, but it has to bee the right type of attention. anyway i think that it is sleepy time. . the eyes are feeling a little heavy. well like i always do, be eay......B-E-Z

2004-01-14T17:53:00.000-05:00

what up to all that read i am trying to figure out how to link a guestbook and a fourm page here so i can read what you think about what i am thinking, but so far no luck.... anyway anybody that read this look out for me if you think you can help.... thanks... bez

2004-01-14T10:21:00.000-05:00

well this is going to be short and to the point people..... what's good and i am gone.... B-E-Z....
NO, NO, NO, NO, NO but it's really YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH... anyway what's good people i am on some i don't know what type of mood i am in this morning. last night wasn't a good night but at we will see what will happen today. i got to focus today on doing more than just sitting at home relaxing waiting until my lottery numbers hit.... so today if i don't do nothing at all i am going to do some push up and sit ups. (yeah you read it right) i am not getting younger and i feel that it is time that get myself in shape. i am pushing 30, and i want to be able to toss the ball with scoop when he gets phat boy age. plus it was told that it would give me energy and i will feel better. i want to start eating right but i know i have a weight problem, i can't wait to eat. my peoples tell me that i am not fat i am thick. what is the difference, well i guess you would have to ask them. anyway my day yesterday was okay, although when i woke up this morning i felt as if i had missed something. i can't really put my hand on it but i will find out what it is, and you know i will let you know. as of now i got to go and get somethings done before it get too late. so as i always do about this time....... well no i am going to use this phrase that this person i know says all the time , "well anyway" B-E-Z

2004-01-14T01:32:00.000-05:00

until i see
until i see what is meant for me i will be forever sean
sean is a man someone that admits when he's wrong
although most people think i think i am always correct
but that isn't it at all, I'll remain strong, refusing to fall
so to all of those who want to push me or run me over
please take notice i just brushed them haters off my shoulder
so if you feel yourself falling after reading this
that mean you are hating on me and my ass you can kiss
until it is time for sean to slow down
i will have the petal to the floor til the lord lay down the law
until the almighty come and lay his hands upon thee
and since thee meaning me, until then i won't be free
i am locked in my own state of mind on the grind
i am the father of two boys, proud as can be
savon and shamon i pray they can be better than me
i hope they accomplish all their dreams and much more
if i can raise them the right way they will i'm sure
so it's no more sean only shamon and savon
two twenty-two boys, so i got to be strong
sometime i got to bite my tounge so they can eat
sometimes i got to have corns so they can have shoes on their feet
until i see something more important than them or me
i will live out this poem until i see
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that is just a little sum thing that i wanted to type put on the page. it was just there in my head, maybe if you check back later it will be edited, but as for now that is it. what's really good people? well honestly i wish I could answer that question for you. the honest truth is, I can't.. i guess i am going though one of those times when i wish i was somebody else so i could make some sense of what i am doing or what it is that i need to do to make myself happy. well i guess that is all i have to say as of right now.... with the exception that my cell phone stopped working and i missed a very important phone call. well anyway i have no time to dwell on the past, but i hope they fix the problem. ell that is enough i will talk to you later... B-E-Z

2004-01-13T18:09:00.000-05:00

"okay i'm reloaded"... this is my second entry today and it may not be the last. i looked at the movie, OUT OF TIME, and i must say that the movie is hot to death. i enjoyed the performance by all of the actors and actress, but shana lathan really had me on edge at the beginning with the role play part. I was really feeling that. (role play, if you haven't tried it yet, try it, and then let me know how it was) denzel charecter kept you on the edge of your seat the whole time you thought he was at the end of his rope he held on, plus it was like this love triangle or more like a love square. the movie is deffinently worth checking out if you like to keep knowing what was going to happen next, but if you watch movies like i do you would have figured out what happen before it did.

well i got one more movie to watch and then i will be finished with the new movies. i think that the Freddie vs. Jason joint dropped this week. i might pick it up. i have seen it on bootleg but you know how those can look and sound so i might invest a few dollars to add it to the collection. i am still looking for Mo' Better Blues, Kings of New York, and Comet, Butterfly and Sword on dvd. i guess i will have to hit up ebay. anyway like i said i shall return, but if i don't like i always do about this time B-E-Z....

2004-01-13T17:41:00.000-05:00

THANKS 4 STOPPING BYWELCOMETLProdukshunsKINGSEAN

2004-01-13T09:18:00.000-05:00

okay this is a bit of the what i am encounter last night while on the J-O-B. okay i guess this is a bit of a question and an answer to the same question. what do people be thinking when they try to be serious with a person when they are already with someone. why do you think a person should believe anything you say. i have the answer....WE DON'T.. and to all of those people that think that someone will cheat on there mate and not you, please wake up. first of all understand that when dealing with a person that looks at things the way i do it is going to be hard to pull the wool over my eyes. i trust no one, especially if you are already involved with someone. i can understand that it is hard to end some things, but damn don't expect the other person that you are checking for to treat you the way you want to be treated. maybe in the beginning but sooner or later that person is going to think that you are lying to them or trying to get over on you like you did the other person before them, so a word of advice to those people that is in this situation. wait until you get out of your relationship before you start another one and if you are sharing a person in the beginning you may share that person the whole time you are with them. .... so with that said B-E-Z...
p.s. people grow the fuck up ... please

2004-01-12T20:38:00.000-05:00

What??what is really good people? i am tired, i had a long night at work, but it is all good, i have a night off and i don't know what to do, i may just stay at home and look at my baby and be content...by the way my baby is my 51" RCA Scenium tv. i love my tv it make me feel like i am at the threater. i have two movies that i haven't watched yet. i have out of time with Denzel Washington and i have this movie called Underworld. i have had the movies now for a week or two and just haven't watch them because i don't like watching movies by myself for some odd reason. a month ago i didn't have a problem with watching a movie alone but now i guess i want to have someone to watch it with. i don't know why i am feeling that way but i hope it past. anyway i will post something later after i look at my movies and wake up...... thanks for viewing my page and like i always do about this time....B-E-Z

2004-01-12T09:34:00.000-05:00

well once again it is time to post something since i got a few minutes. so i have a couple of questions for all my lady friends that read this. all answers can be sent to Kingsean74@yahoo.com..... first of all i want to know what qualities do females look for in a man. secondly i want to know why when you all find a guy that want to take care of you and treat you all like the queens that you are, why do you choose to be with someone that treat you like shit. (excuse the harsh words) i understand that everyone doesn't click with everyone but why do most good girls like bad guys. i will honestly say that i am a GOOD GUY and i am attracted to those females that are probaly not the best females to be involved with. i know why i am attracted to those females that they call high maintance, or gold diggers. simple when i see them they look good as hell, and i have learn though past experience that looks aren't everything. but ladies if you can please let me know what's really good. anyway i just had to ask those questions. .. b4 i go i would like to thanx a certain person (CJ) for taking the time to read my little online journal. and that is about it, so like i always i do about this time B-E-Z
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2004-01-11T07:41:00.000-05:00

if you look at the time i posted this you will see that it is early in the morning. oh well this is a normal time that a lot of people may wake up but most of time i am just getting in. anyway what is really good. what was really good yesterday (Saturday).. the Rams and the Panthers game. For all of you that didn't see this game, don't worry it will be on the ESPN Classics. I would actully watch this game again. if all football games were that good i would watch the Chargers and the Lions, but i can't remember the last time i saw one of those teams on tv. anyway today is sunday and i will be doing what most guys you know will be doing..... watching the game. well i got to bounce my peoples.... if you are living in Virginia i hope you are enjoying this cold weather, i love it...... like i always do about this time.. B-E-Z....

2004-01-10T08:29:00.000-05:00

eyes brown like the color of walnuts,
skin softer than a newborn baby butt
a smile that would brighten up the darkest of days,
body that would make a man put up with all your nagging ways,
but all of those things don't add up to your personality
you maybe saying to yourself, "you don't even know me"
well i knew a female that looked just like you, at one time
from the first time i saw this female she was embedded in my mind
i was young back then but she took my heart
it wasn't just her looks, i liked her because she was smart
although some people change, some remain the same
you were a good person back then, i know you didn't grow to be lane
i have changed and i am changing with everyday that past
i beleive it when they say that a good thing can't last
but great things do last the test of time
just like that girl that grew to be a lady, still embedded in my mind
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what is really good my peoples... i hope you enjoy what you just read. for some odd reason i have had this inspiration to write more. i guess my mode is changing being that it is a new year. anyway check back for more things from yours truely...... P.S.... check out my Blackplanet page and give me some tips of how to make it hotter..... but like i always do about this time
B-E-Z

2004-01-08T11:53:00.000-05:00

good morning, good afternoon, good evening to all of those who take the time to let their eyes come across these words that i have been so fortunate to type. i will be starting a new blog shortly that will consist of some short stories and poems. so check back soon for the link and check me out to see what is good. the only problem is that i don't want someone to take some of my poems or some of my stories and profit off of them. but on the other hand i don't mind if someone use one of my poems to capture the heart of another or to get out of the dog house with someone. but i know if i post people will take. but if you do email me and let me know if you did, maybe i have something else you will like..... well outside that what else is good with me? let me think........well..............nothing. i don't have too much to speak about. i don't have much on my mind.

2004-01-07T22:12:00.000-05:00

what's good people? i am back, feeling good as can be. i must admit that i have had some interesting days but today was one of those days that you looked forward to the next thing that could happen. i received a call from the first female i ever fell in love with. i was shocked and for the first time in a long time i felt that feeling of not knowing quite what to say. i won't put her name on blast but this female to this day is the one that i always could see myself being with. but i am a realist i know that high school flings never make it past high school, plus i wasn't the guy that she was with her last years of high school. for all of you all that don't know the feeling of that first love, to feel that strongly about someone get the movie "There's Something About Mary" and it will give you a general idea. i know it sounds like my nose is still open by this female but it is not that at all. it is just my first love.
okay enuff about that, i was at work last night and if you have read my blog or been keeping up you will remember me being pissed off at one of my co-workers for drinking that hate-a-rade on me, but this guy told me this joke last night that was actually funny. this is the joke......
>i guy was at work on a construction site and he was thirsty and wanted a beer, but the only problem was that the only bar around was a gay bar. the guy didn't want to go in this bar but he really wanted this beer, so his friends and co-workers convinced the guy to go in the bar to get his beer. so the guy goes in the bar, looking around to see the atmosphere, so he sits at the bar and over comes the bartender. so the guys says, " i would like to have a beer" and the bartenders replys, "what is the name of your johnson?" the guy ask the bartender what did he say, so the bartender replied, "you can't get any service here until you tell me the name of your johnson" so to the left of the guy and the right of the guy was guys that were drinking beer. so the guy turns to the left and ask the guy, "is this guy serious"? the guy looked at him and shook his head. so he ask the guy what was his johnson named. the guy replied, " i call mine timex, because it takes a licking and keep on ticking". the guy turned to his right and ask the guy next to him the same question. the guy replied, "i call mine the dodge, because it is ram tough". so the guy turned towards the bartender with a look of confusing upon his face. so the bartender ask, "so what is the name of your johnson boy" and the guy looked up and said "mine is a called a secret" and the guys all looked at the guy and ask why do you call it that. the guy replied, "because it is strong enough for a man, but made for a women"...................
that was funny to me and hopefully it put a smile on your face. anyway i got to go, but like always.... B-E-Z...

2004-01-06T11:41:00.000-05:00

what's really really really good? just had some time to post a little sum sum in here, so i decided to drop in a pic of this lovely lady i think that she is one of the sexiest ricans to ever grace the screen. her voice alone scream sexy. she made me want to be name Pookie.... if you ever seen Do The Right Thing you kow what i am talking about. well until laytah B-E-Z....

2004-01-05T13:14:00.000-05:00

as you can see i am back kids with some more of my business for all of you cats that be reading. i want to give a special shot out to my girl cee cee for reading my blog and doing what she did when she found out my brother had past. good looking out.... she is a cool ass female, no doubt.
okay i am reloaded, this is a new year and as always new bullshit i got to deal with. first of all this year i will be trying a whole lot harder to get my life moving in a more positive direction. i am really tired of the bullshit as far as making this little bit as money. well anyway i won't go on and on, plus i am short on time so until the next episode. B-E-Z..

2003-12-29T08:56:00.000-05:00

i thought i had this blog thing going now i have fucked it up. if you are trying to read it and nothing is coming up.... sorry..... i hope to have it fixed as soon as possible.

2003-12-29T08:12:00.000-05:00

to all of those who have viewed my thoughts and see that I haven't posted anything since the big day, well there is a reason for that. well after christmas i was suppose to post something but i started playing my PS2 and i forgot all about it, so i am back. i usually say what's good but last night i found out that my oldest brother had past and although i didn't know this guy that well he was still my brother and i truly wanted to get to know him. i always talked about going and visit but i never did, so really it feel like i lost out on something that could have been if not a brotherhood but a friendship and that bad thing about the situation is that he stayed right in the same state not even an hour away. it was just that neither one of us really took the time or effort to go and make the connection. my dad if he was still alive would not be happy about the situation. so today i am going to contact my family and i will keep in touch from this day forth. he was still family even if i didn't know him and that is the thing that hurts the most. i didn't try hard enuff. well like i say about this time B-E-Z....

2003-12-25T07:52:00.000-05:00

yeah today is that day and my kids haven't gotten up yet. the time is 7:50 and they are still sleep. i remember when i was younger i would be up by this time. well anyway i am going to keep this short because it is the holidays...... so happy holidays to you and yours and like i always do about this time B-E-Z

2003-12-23T16:20:00.000-05:00

this have got to be one of the most beautiful women i know. i think a lot of people didn't take notice of her because she was in the group with Beyonce'. i just love her voice. i couldn't find that many pics of her on the net but trust me i am still looking. i am going to look for more pics and hopefully make her my new background on my Blackplanet page.(look to the right for the links) but right now i guess i am going to end this like i always do about this time.B-E-Z....

2003-12-23T15:47:00.000-05:00

it is almost that time ladies and gentlemen. i can't wait til it is over with so everyone can get back to doing what they were doing at first. i am just happy that i could actually get everyone something this year. i don't care if i get something or not...... it is true that it is better to give than to receive. i am not really into the holidays but it made me feel good to be able to get something that i think the person would really enjoy. i hope that everyone like there gift, and if not, oh well.

i had to put this picture up because i am all on her shit right now. i am feeling the braids and the whole nine... she is a dyme for real. well i think it is about time that i depart until laytah...like always B-E-Z

2003-12-22T16:32:00.000-05:00

thanks
i know that i can be an asshole but although i want to be in control
it is you that control the situation, though all the complication
you remain to remain strong, even when i was wrong, you did what was right
how can i denie you your props, i couldn't if i wanted to, so i salute you
in the past, you must have seen the future, because you're still here
in this present time when you could have been gone long before now
now you are leaving and i am stuck not knowing how
not to be loved first

written by:
yours truly

come back later to see what is new.. until laytah...
B-E-Z

2003-12-22T14:11:00.000-05:00

"i wanna be the reason you smile", that is the line that Llyod Banks (G-Unit)said on that song "Smile" on the beg for mercey album. i have to drop a few lines in here about my life as a single guy that wants to have that relationship that is going to escalade into something more. understand me i would love to get married and have that family base. now just like most people i know and have come to know, it isn't as easy done as it is said. i am a picky, selfish, hard headed mutherfu%$er and that is something that i will admit, but everyone have their bad side. but i am honest and i will tell you want you don't want ot hear, because sometimes the truth hurts. when i say i am picky that basicly say that I don't want anything less than the best, i am not going to to settle for anything than what i expect to get. so to the ladies that means that if you think that you can do and say or look any way that you want to and be acccepted reguardless, you are wrong. i think the same thing you put out is what you should give out. so in a relationship if i don't think my woman is putting all of her all i will have to question it and make a decision to stay or bounce. i refuse to be with someone that pisses me off more than they keep a smile on my face and to all of you women that do shit either on purpose or by spite you are wrong, why piss somebody off or do something that you know they don't like and expect for them not to respond. you get what you give. i guess right now i am venting because of the fact i have been goign though my share of female problems. i love females but i hate to admit you all can be the biggest pain in the ass at time. not all of you but a lot of you can. but i love you anyway.
well this have been one of my many post for today.... i am pissed off and i hope any women that read this didn't get offended because i love you all. so to all you know how i do it about this time... B-E-Z

2003-12-21T16:47:00.000-05:00

what is good....anyway today is sunday and i was looking at football, but i didn't like the games that were on, so i decided to come online to just look around, be nosey and to see what is going on. i am still learning how to get my blog looking like i want it to look. i have seen some really nice blogs up here, but for some odd reason when you ask some people online to give you some advice it is like asking them for money or asking them to tell you their most intimate secrets. what is wrong with helping people out. that is what the internet is all about. the super information highway, so to all of you that read this and have a blog or just know how to get my page to look good, look at for a player.
anyway for all of those females that have checked my page, by accident or just by checking up to see what i am thinking i have a few questions.
1. what do you think it is that make men cheat?
2. why do when you get a guy you let yourself go to hell?
3. what do you expect from a man?
the reason why i ask this question is because i hear so many females saying that they want this and that from a guy and what a guy have to prosess in order to get with her. that is all well and good to know what you want, but what do you bring to the table. i just want to know. anyway if you have any answers to my questions or just want to make a comment email me at kingsean74@yahoo.com and i will hit you back, but as always B-E-Z...

2003-12-20T19:01:00.000-05:00

what is good my peoples... i am just counting down the days to the one day that everyone looks forward to so much to be over with. i want to see the expression on my kids faces when they open up there gifts. i hope they like what they got. my nine year old i think he will be happy with whatever i get him, at least he will act like he is, and my two year old, he is going to be to excited i think. as long as he got a ball he is fine. anyway i picked up the lastest edition of king magizine, and for all the fellows that may happen to read this page, it is worth the five dollars... the women in this book are just too much to look at. the young lady from Big Boi video is in the book and man she is looking GOOD.... i mean it is hard to look at a female that look that good and don't have sex on the brain. after reading the article i found out that she is really a bright female. so she like beyond sexy because she is smart and sexy... that is so rare.... but anyway if you don't know who i am speaking of, this is the fine female right here.....

well i got to go, i am sleepy......well i will be back sometimes later.. B-E-Z

2003-12-19T17:48:00.000-05:00

what's good. just thought i would put down some things that i have been thinking about. well if you live in the 757 area of Va. you maybe have seen a little snow today and if you are like me you knew that it wouldn't last. we never have snow when you want it to snow but more like when you don't want it to snow. but although i am not big on the holidays i wish it would snow just so my kids can have a white christmas.
now to the what i have been thinking about today, why do people hate on other people. i never understood why people make statements about people that have no sense or worth. i mean i am sure that if you work with someone you have people that you don't care for but at the same time does it do you any good to just hate on that person. what i mean is this, if you and your co- worker have a project to do together, why would do anything to piss this guy off, i mean that seem to be the person that you would want to stay on good terms with. and for all those who have ever gotten hated on, take notice that it is always the people that don't do much or not shit at all that got the most to say. well that is what i go though a lot on my job. but anyway if you are a hater, YOU SUCK, just had to say that, and if you are stop please it really shows how much of a life you have if you are always talking about somebody esle.
well for the pic of the day i had to go with elise neal from "All Of Us" which comes on tuesday nights on UPN. she have done a lot of movies and shows, i look forward to her being the next big thing. she is fine as you know what .
well before i end this post just remember to not hate. and like always take care and B-E-Z

2003-12-18T20:04:00.000-05:00

THANXZ 4 STOPPING THRU...anyway i didn't have a mrning or afternoon log so i will just put all of it in this one before i am out the door to go to work. well i had a meeting with my boss this morning, and it only lasted a few minutes. it just seemed as if he was confused about me wanting to work, so that got squared away, but everything isn't back ot normal. i still have to work with this guy that i don't get along with. but i will manage to make due. other than that i went shopping for some more gifts today and i got my youngest son things and something for my niece. i hope she likes it. i only have to get my mom and my sisters present and i will be good. today was okay, i don't have anything negative to say. but i did take notice that the young guy in the sniper trial will maybe get the death penalty. well if he does that is what he maybe need. i mean what kind of human being shoots people without having a reason except for just because they want to do it. that is crazy. well anyway i got to be ghost. and like always.... B-E-Z

2003-12-17T18:36:00.000-05:00

this will be my last entry into this joint today. excuse the slang but if you need me to explain to you what joint is, get over it, it ain't that serious. anyway to what is on my mind. first off today i did nothing except for window shop for my youngest boy, scoop, i saw some hot boots i want to get him, but i may just get him some sneakers and a basketball jersey instead because he is into basketball so i know he will enjoy that. other than that i read something that showed me how to get my pics to show up so that is why you see the beautiful serena williams. the things i would do to her, only if she let me. anyway tonight is going to be one of those nights. i have some issues witht this guy that i work with that i must address today when i get to work. it is only so much you can take before you break or snap and tonight is that night where i will be one or both of those things. i also have a meeting with my manger about my attendance at work and i will tell him like i tell everyone that ask me why did i do what i did. "what is done is done so do what you have to do" one thing that i hate is when someone wants to ask you why you did something and when you explain, they still do what they had plan to do anyway. so my thing is like this, if you are going to listen but your mind is made up don't waste my time. check back to see what happen. anyway i plan on getting the rest of my gifts tonight for those i plan on buying for. i only said that i was going to buy for my kids and my niece, but i decided to get my mom and my kids mother something. my mom and my kids mother deserve a gift because my boys are spoiled and although they did it, they put up with all the crying and whinning so they deserve something nice. maybe my sister, not sure..... if i get one gift i will be really shocked. and i don't thinks socks is a good gift, i got those for my birthday. but i will be really shocked if i receive a thing. anyway i am about to be out. and to all those who took the time to read this thanxs. this blog is a way that i can speak my mind and what i am thinking even if nobody read it. sometimes writing can help you channel your anger and stress. if you have any comments please feel free to drop me an email at kingean74@yahoo.com get at me. until laytah be good. and B-E-Z

2003-12-17T09:04:00.000-05:00

another day another dollar that i need to make. i would usually just be getting off of work, but this morning i am just getting up. so i guess that i have a lot to look forward to tonight before i go to work. 1st thing is 1st, i do plan on finding a new job today. i enjoy working on my job but i need to do something else that pays better and something that will keep me interested in working. last night i was suppose to go out and do a little drinking with some friends but i hadn't had any sleep, so i feel asleep and missed my phone call. i guess that it was for the best. i am still nursing my cold and trying to get rid of it before X-mas. speaking of X-mas i guess i am ready, i only have to buy for my youngest son and i don't think that will be that hard being that he is only two years of age. my oldest son is the one that wants more than i can afford, but i am sure he will be happy with what he gets. I don't really do a lot for the holidays, i am not that holiday type person. so being that it is in the morning, i am pretty sure that I am going to have something else to post later, but if not that means i slept like a baby. like always B-E-Z

2003-12-16T14:34:00.000-05:00

i think this is my second entry today, but i had to just write this because it have been on my mind a little bit. the female from Big Boi of OutKast Video. if this female doesn't have the nicest ass i have ever seen, please show me someone that is better. j-lo who? i never thought that j-lo was that fine or that her butt was all that. i don't know who that female in the OutKast video is but she need to be in more of those videos. by the way for all of those who will read this and think, "why can't this guy be more creative with his blog", well first off i don't have to, it is my space. i am just trying to learn how to get this blog to my personal taste, not yours. plus it is helping me learn how to write html codes and JavaScript, so if you can help me with that, thanks, but if you want to hate, step......... this have be a public service annoucment from kingsean and the good folks at TLProdukshuns...... B-E-Z

2003-12-16T10:04:00.000-05:00

2003-12-16T10:02:00.000-05:00

This will be short and quick my peoples, because I really don't have anything to say. I guess I wll mention Saddam being caught. I guess I look at the situation like this. This guy is charge of a contry, just like Bush is here, so who is to say what he do is wrong and what Bush does is right. They both have killed innocent people, therefore if one should be tried and killed, so should both. Well that is about it for now. I shall be back. Thanks for your time and have a good one... B-E-Z

2003-12-14T09:29:00.000-05:00

2003-12-14T09:07:00.000-05:00

2003-12-14T08:53:00.000-05:00

Today is Sunday and just like any other guy I will be watching FOOTBALL, and true my team the Steelers aren't going to the Superbowl as I predicted we will hopefully get a good quartback out of the draft and some players for the secondary that have been more than weak. Anyway, for all of those who will be watching the Cowboys and the Redskins, the game should be close, Dallas have dropped a couple and Washington has won one. I have know people to actually bet cars and shit on those games. That is crazy, but anyway I still feel like I am half dead. It rained all night and seems that it is going to continue thru the day, which isn't good if you stay in a low level place like Franklin, Va. Well this is my morning post, if anything good happens I will let all who care know. Until laytah, be good now!

2003-12-13T18:12:00.000-05:00

This is my first entry into this thing called a blog and in time I hope that I can get the hang of it. Anyway the time is 5:50 pm here on the East Coast. Today I woke up with the worst head cold I have ever had, but thanks to my baby momma I am feeling a lot better. Well it wasn't her that got me feeling better but the medicine that she got for me. She is a doll... Anyway I am feeling a bit better now. Check back to see how I am doing. I hope then to have something more interesting to post. Be good until next time.